Day three

Today, is short and sweet. I am super super tired, because we had a Tupperware meeting that ran WAY longer than we expected. I am an at home consultant, and if you want to buy Tupperware, i'm your woman! Anyway, today I called housing, and found out that I can't end the lease at our house unless I have power of attourney over Zach, which I don't, because he left so suddenly, I have NOTHING. Not even orders. So basically I would have been "stuck" here until I got those papers and then after I got that, I would have had to wait thirty days to leave. Yeah freaking right. I am NOT staying here for that long, in my empty depressing house. We have NO pictures on the walls, and hardly any furniture. We didn't even have a bed yet, we had still been sleeping on an air mattress! So, after debating with the housing manager for a while, crying a little, and playing the lonely sad girl game. He gave me another option, which is obviously what we are doing. Zach's friend Adam, who is totally awesome by the way. Is going to get power of attourney over Zach, so he can close our house out and I can leave with out any problems. Thank goodness for awesome friends right?!? After the housing incident I got to talk to Zach for a bit, which was amazing. I love how just the sound of his voice can cheer me up in an instant. He is so amazing to me, I don't know how I got so lucky. I also called DirectTV today, who were completley understandable and are disconnecting our service with no charge and no problems. Thank goodness! The only other thing we did today was go to Temple for a Tupperware meeting. Which was awesome, because the ladies I work with are so fun and caring and everything I could ever ask for as an "employer" even though technically I work for me. Rea was a monster, she always drives me crazy at these kind of things, it was far past her bedtime when we finished though, so it wasn't as bad. Now, I am going to join her, gladly.

Dear Deployment,
Today you almost got to me. I almost gave into you and broke completley down, but once I talked to my husband and figured things out, I got a lot better. I win again today, I will not go to bed sad tonight and I will not wake up in pain. Today proved to me that it's okay to cry and it's okay to be upset, but I can't let it ruin my whole day, or week, or month. Which isn't gonna happen. You will NOT ruin this next year for me. Love, Elsa...